something that made me laugh at the time. but now i kind of want to jump off a bridge. or hide in my house.

“let me tell you something about boys that race bikes. we are the worst people to fall in love with.”

i mean, i don’t love you. not even close. but that’s not the point. the point is, even just liking you is hard. and aggravating. and i just don’t understand anymore. at what point do i just say fuck it, i can’t do this? i don’t know what to do because i honestly have no idea how you feel. at all.

how do you let go of something you want this bad? how do you forget all of the little things that made you feel like everything would get better.

i don’t know how to do this, guys. i just don’t. i’m not good at this. i’m not good at liking people. i’m even worse at this part.