February 2012
27 posts
going to
possibly take a nap and riding bikes in the city for a while with steve. it’s going to be a very long next few weeks.
dear evil bike nerd, i miss your face a whole hell of a lot.
NYC friends
I need a place to crash for a little bit. I’ll buy you groceries and give you a little money. We can ride bikes together. It’d be fun.
Grabbing my bike, riding around the city for a bit alone and then getting on a bus to go to Allentown and see Graham.
i'm going to
ride my bike into the city because i want to drink coffee at continuum :)
Riding the fuji home from manhattan with Steve :)
so yesterday a good friend told me
something that made me laugh at the time. but now i kind of want to jump off a bridge. or hide in my house.
“let me tell you something about boys that race bikes. we are the worst people to fall in love with.”
i mean, i don’t love you. not even close. but that’s not the point. the point is, even just liking you is hard. and aggravating. and i just don’t understand...
This holiday is stupid
But I got chocolates from a boy in a messenger center. Haha. Ok back to being crazy busy
There are so many
Obnoxious people screaming about football in grand central. I want to kick people in the face. I’m too hungover for this haha
best friend got into town today
i am decently drunk. got a sandwich. time to eat said sandwich and pass the fuck out. work tomorrow.
seeing you makesĀ me happy. that’s all
One too many whiskey floats. Oof. Passing out because I have work in the morning
hooray for saturdays
going to do laundry and then drinking. possibly lots of drinking. it should be a good night. tomorrow should be alright too.
you know sometimes
you have to remind yourself that there isn’t always a happy ending. there is no “if i try hard enough i can have whatever i want” ….nope. wrong. really, really wrong. especially with people. sometimes it doesn’t matter how happy you are with someone, it doesn’t matter what you say to them or what you try to do. sometimes you just have to walk away and hope that...
I need
Someone to talk to. I feel so alone in this city right now.
I’m just wondering if you think about me half as much as I think about you. Ugh