possibly take a nap and riding bikes in the city for a while with steve. it’s going to be a very long next few weeks. dear evil bike nerd, i miss your face a whole hell of a lot.
Riding the fuji home from manhattan with Steve :)
so yesterday a good friend told me
something that made me laugh at the time. but now i kind of want to jump off a bridge. or hide in my house. “let me tell you something about boys that race bikes. we are the worst people to fall in love with.” i mean, i don’t love you. not even close. but that’s not the point. the point is, even just liking you is hard. and aggravating. and i just don’t understand...
This holiday is stupid
But I got chocolates from a boy in a messenger center. Haha. Ok back to being crazy busy
best friend got into town today
i am decently drunk. got a sandwich. time to eat said sandwich and pass the fuck out. work tomorrow. seeing you makes me happy. that’s all
One too many whiskey floats. Oof. Passing out because I have work in the morning
hooray for saturdays
going to do laundry and then drinking. possibly lots of drinking. it should be a good night. tomorrow should be alright too.
you know sometimes
you have to remind yourself that there isn’t always a happy ending. there is no “if i try hard enough i can have whatever i want” ….nope. wrong. really, really wrong. especially with people. sometimes it doesn’t matter how happy you are with someone, it doesn’t matter what you say to them or what you try to do. sometimes you just have to walk away and hope that...