no sleep ever. going to ihop
with my wonderful friend mike who is going to purchase my pancakes and feed my caffeine addiction. who is awake? who wants to talk? come on people!
i need to stop thinking so much and i absolutely need to stop worrying. ugh
It's been a hellish fight to not think about you...
well i'm fucked
they shut my phone off, and didn’t even tell me that they were doing it. wonderful. that’s always fucking great. anyone want to help me pay my phone bill as a month early birthday present? please? will send baked goods, notes, pictures, anything ya want.
i can’t even comprehend what is going on in my head right now. not even a little bit. so i’m going to rant in my actual journal. i can’t sleep. i can’t even get tired. fuck!
ifthewallscouldspeak asked: MISS YOU
i really don't get
why people think jess and i are no longer friends….uh…jess is one of my best friends. ever. i talk to her every day still. she didn’t “get rid” of me, we don’t hate each other, nothing bad happened. what in the fuck dude. why can’t people mind their own business?
just got extremely excited.
september 2nd, which is a few days before my birthday. in poughkeepsie.. polar bear club, fireworks, balance and composure, make do and mend. my heart is going to explode.
i just don’t understand people. again. apparently i am a horrible human being and not worth being friends with…all because i don’t want to be vegan. i understand why being vegan is an awesome thing and all about the animals and blah blah blah blah blah but it’s MY choice. i respect your choice to be vegan, but you can’t even tolerate the fact that i choose not to be?...
Listen partna I ain't no cheap thrill
is it bad that i’m already sick of it here and i already want to move? ugh. fuck this bullshit. sick of being taken advantage of. where to go next….any ideas?
i am absolutely disgusted with people. two days ago you said you never wanted to leave my side because you were afraid i would get hurt. but now you’re the one hurting me and walking away. and it was over something that you had started. you twisted my words and got defensive over nothing. you always push me away. i don’t understand. so much for never leaving me and caring about me...
you should probably stop saying shit you don’t mean. or think before you open your god damned mouth. seriously.
i really need to re-apply for medicaid here and get it all sorted out so i can start talking to someone/possibly being medicated. this being miserable shit all the time is not working. nope.
just go add me cause i still have no idea how this shit works. email@example.com
Who has google+ ?
I’ve got buffalo wild wings and pbr.
in an off mood
someone talk to me
so i might be going to texas for my birthday? ….it’d be really nice but let’s make sure i don’t get my hopes up for this one.
garrettshaw-deactivated20130120 asked: purple, green, white :]
keepitfr3sh: Purple: 10 facts about my room. Blue: 9 facts about my family. Green: 8 facts about my body Yellow: 7 facts about my childhood Orange: 6 facts about my home town. Red: 5 facts about my first bestfriend(s). Pink: 4 facts about my parents. White: 3 facts about my personality. Grey: 2 facts about my favourite things Black: 1 fact about the person you like ...