you wanted all white derek
and you got it. snow in fucking october. i just read everything on your wall and got so choked up. this is never going to feel right. ever. you should be here.
Headed to NYC
Brooklyn for the weekend to see people and not be stressed and anxious.
tonight will go as follows
do my hair change do my make up center city to meet up with dylan wander around center city for a bit go to barcade to play games and have beers eventually end up at the barbary for the 4 year anniversary party! hello semi-formal bar events. i am going to dress up and wear heels and red lipstick. and then i am going to drink ridiculous amounts of vodka and sprite and tell brian he’s...
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ask me stuff while i hopefully fall asleep. →
joshuahobbs: 1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? 2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? 3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? 4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before? 5:Do you like to use post-it notes? 6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? 7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? 8:Do you have...
this isn't even real.
rest in peace derek. this shouldn’t have fucking happened.
it doesn’t feel like starting over. it feels like moving forward. i like this place. i like being here. i have reasons to stay here. walking to center city because it’s still beautiful out.
hot peach tea. laundry. walking to saxbys for coffee. shower. groceries? date with brian, hopefully. possibly random trip to nyc? i need lots of warm beverages. i’m freezing.
happy. for now.
i want to thank tom, randy, and rome for being awesome sunday night. you guys are wonderful people and i’m glad i get to call you my friends.
the barbary. hanging out with brian. i like vodka and sprite. wawa time.
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it's all rainy and gross in philly
i walked into the city because i was supposed to meet a friend, but his train wasn’t running. so i grabbed a few applications and walked back home. i’m going to make some tea and try not to be chilly. i’m in a really odd mood. i’m incredibly happy to be back up north and to be around or very close to people that i care about, but i’m still sort of lonely? i...
actually going to
write something here later. wooooo! for now, cookies and then walking to south street.
i like you.
i want someone
to come home to. or someone to come home to me. and be excited about it. wah wah wah. cleaning the house and then walking my ass to south street to see tom.
having one of those annoying
“why do you even bother” moments. god i just want to be in philly. i want to hug brody and i want to see adam. i want to make dinner and be happy. i want to lay in the park and read.