I need to go.
i almost think that i stay busy all day just so i can throw on his tshirts and his hoodie and imagine he’s here with me at night. i miss him so fucking much. the five minute phone calls, the letters…they’re all great but none of it will ever be as good as his hand in mine. sure going out and partying with my friends is fun and all…but i’d gladly trade it for nights on the couch with my wonderful boy and his dog. *sigh* it’s been a long few days.
i just can’t wait until these two are here to hug me!!!!
i look terrible but that’s ok. i guess today will be a lazy one. spent my last bit of change on ramen. going to sit here and drink coffee, apply for jobs and write graham letters. woo! does anyone from philly actually follow me on here?